Wednesday, September 30, 2009

My cat got fat.

Today was the first day I took off from exercising in 7 days. I know what you're thinking wow-why isn't she already small? Well the answer is simple-I only really got motivated a week ago. My weigh in is on Friday and I hope to have a good loss. I liken myself to a scared cat when it comes to my weight. It can go many ways. I have a good loss and feel so good about myself that I fall off the wagon, or I don't lose and get so frustrated I fall off the wagon. No seriously that has been my problem in the past, always looking for reasons to give up but now that my wedding on the horizon I can't fail again. Does anyone know where I can get a wedding dress with built in shorts in case my thighs are still rubbing together?

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Clothing- Uhhhhhhhh~

Today on my morning walk I heard a little girl about 7 or 8 describe to her friend these really cute pair of pants. "They have sequins and the color of them would go with so many different cute little shirts." I thought
to myself-When was the last time I was so excited about a piece of clothing? Had to be at least 16 years ago. You see, I gained weight-a lot of weight. I am now on a journey to lose that weight, through Weight Watchers. I can remember the first time I joined Weight Watchers. I was 16 and my high school prom was in a few months- I joined and I weighted 152.4, I can remember walking home crying and now frankly I would cry with happiness to get to that weight again.